My first blog!

Hello fellow bloggers! I am officially a blogger now and this is my very first blog. I never thought blogging would be for me because I probably wouldn't keep it up. Only at this point in my life, things are different. My mind is so overloaded with concerns, worries, annoyances, frustrations, doubts and questions that it has become necessary. In short, I once thought of blogging as a pass time when one was bored. Now blogging has become essential to my mental health. A diary online I guess. I am certain this is what blogging means to a lot of people as well. A vehicle to get ones thoughts off their chest.

Well here it is! My first frustration...

My roommate and best friend (although I question the "best friend" part lately) has the world's biggest asshole for a boyfriend. NO ONE likes him. He is most definitely using her and cheating on her. No one can reach her or get through to her head that this guy is no good. He has been extremely disrespectful to her and to me as her friend and roommate when he has come over. I HATE this guy. And I don't "hate" anyone. It takes a lot for me to be really disgusted with someone like I am with him. It confuses me, I always looked to her as a wise person about one's love life. But now, and this sounds harsh, she has become one of the dumbest girls I have ever met (in the love department that is). It baffles me! To make a long story short, I am frustrated because she has put him first so much so that everything in her life has taken a backseat, and further than that... very neglected. Like... her dogs. She has two little dogs that she leaves trapped in her bedroom for days. They just piss and shit all over the carpet in her room and many times I find them with no food and water. It poses a sanitary issue I know! She has made NO effort to spend time with me or her other friends in a long time. She never spent time with me for my birthday either. Her relationship with this guy is so overpowering and he is definitely using her. He is ALWAYS asking her for favors. He is a loser with no job and no car. She has become Morgan Freeman in Driving Mr. Dick Head! So we FINALLY make plans to go spend a day together tomorrow for a very belated birthday, and she texts me tonight with some other damn favor her BF needs. ARGH! Now she will have to give HIS friend a ride to the airport tomorrow. Why is he offering things to people that HE is not even providing? He is offering up his GF's car and naive nature. There go our plans! I realize there are worse things in life, but I really feel as though I am being taken for granted.